I am currently spending time doing some leisure stuff at home these days. Hmm. Practising calligraphy(use pen not brush hehe), Guzheng-ing and reading``` These would calm me down and cheer me up at the same time. XD ARGH! Miss you all a lot leh!!!
I asked my dad if he allows me to go back again this December and as I expected, he said CANNOT. Sigh. It's okay, I can go back next year. Next year I'm gonna stay there for a month, not a week! Hmmph. I don't care, mum doesn't want to accompany me I also won't mind. I AM INDEPENDENT!!!!
Show you an ugly photo. -.-
Taken at the river behind my 外婆's house. ^^ I was wearing my aunt's jacket. It was super cold in China!!! 14 degree celsius only neh! Err I clipped up my fringe throughout the whole journey in China. My mum wanted me to be a 'neat' person. So... Fine... ._."'
*Yawns*
Well I think it's time to reply taggies. ^^
YINGNA: although i also dont like singapore very much
YINGNA: cheer up dude! you are back in singapore! (:
Yup BABE! I am back!!! 多谢关心啊亲爱的，我好想你哦。。
jinjing: back every months smile!!!!
jinjing: rong...why so emo???!!cheer up,next time earn money gly to everywhere you like ,maybe can go
Where got so rich.... T.T T.T
wenjing: hello rong. tags.
HEY THERE WENJING! THANKS!!!~
YINGNA: hello! How's life at china? take photos hor!
Okay``I took a lot photo leh hehehe. ^^
jinjing: and post your jouney to let us enjoyed it too!!!!
jinjing: lots thinf happened when you are away!!!
jinjing: rong!!miss youlots men!!!know that you are coming back tomo so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
REALLY?!!~~~ SO TOUCHED. :'( Hmm I know. 'That incident' right? Sigh...
yulin: so jealous.. going back to china.. LOL...
Wanna come??? You can sit inside my luggage then I take you there hahaha.
John: 一路顺风！Hahas
So happy my son was here to tag. T.T
amanda: Rong RongRong Rong RongRong,, Rong RongRong Rong RongRong..
amanda: *BANANA DANCE
amanda: *Lols i haven''t forgotten abt the BANAN DANCE!! Hhaahas actually i rememered when i saw ur tag
What? What dance? What you talking about???? o.O
jinjing: happy trip and of course dont forget me and every one i will miss you ...miss your zi high,
jinjing: rongrong
Thanks. I miss you too. :)
YingNa: i feel happy for dust that he has a stead
Which means you are a good girl and you love him deeply because you want him to be happy. T.T
jinjing: btw i think he not as handsome as last time le
jinjing: rong i love this song
Really? Hehehe I love it too!!!^^
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I need to practise more 书法. My handwriting is going crazy. ARGH CAN'T STAND IT!!!!
我想知道，为什么。。。为什么我要来这个陌生的城市？
原本属于我的地方，变了好多好多。原本在别人眼里那活泼、淘气的我变成了大家都不熟悉的少女。就算走在街上人家也当我是个外国人。7年了。家里变了好多。外婆家少了以往的热闹。最疼我的表哥表姐们都到其他地方读书去了。。唉。
只是这短短的5天，让我感触很深。昨天是10点的飞机，所以5点多就起身了。前天晚上在和外婆、舅舅舅妈们道别的时候我哭了。其实一直都憋着泪水，告诉自己千万不准哭。不能让其他人看到我软弱的一面。但听到外婆热泪盈眶地告诉我，“孩子，好好读书，听爸妈的话”，泪水已经夺眶而出。
妈妈还在和舅舅交代事情的当而，我已经坐在车里。我不希望他们看到我这副样子，所以到车子开走了我都是低着头。很没礼貌吧。。。我在车里哭了不懂多久，把我妈也弄哭了。唉。就如表哥所说的，“7年了，你才回来一次。下次回来难道又是7年后？”我呆呆地看着他，心里真的真的很难过。7年了，人走的走，散的散。再过7年，谁还记得有我这个人存在？
震京表哥下个月就结婚了。妈妈本来想带我回家喝喜酒的，可是因为爷爷病了，所以提早回去，提早回来。爸爸绝对不可能回去的，他还得上课。所以妈妈打算12月时让我和弟弟再回去一趟。不知道啊。。。没有爸爸妈妈陪伴始终是寂寞的。
画一下人际关系图！（红楼梦吗？！)
大姨 - 守熙表哥？和 守宁表哥
大舅 - 文精表哥 和 武杰表哥
二姨 - 小珊表姐 和 智东表哥
二舅 - 震京表哥 和 欣丹表姐
三舅 - 晓燕表姐 和 震宇表弟
我娘 - 我（荣荣）和 我弟(敬威）
小舅 - 宏伟表哥
很多表哥吧？哈哈~
昨天飞机起飞的时候我又莫名地哭了。而且停不了。我妈就转过头去，不忍心看我，不然她又要被我弄哭了。突然间觉得我真的好不勇敢，而且有点多愁善感。我弟弟平时也挺心软的，这次回去都没掉一滴泪。现在想起来也好想哭。
回去才5天我有点恍然了。老是想着老家里设备，忘了自己已经身在新加坡了。可是下午却没忘了吃Ice Kachang，哈哈！电话有点问题，所以照片还不能upload. 嗯。。。总共有3百多张照片！天啊，都不知道自己这么会拍。呵呵。：） 好喜欢表哥家的狗狗，像我这种超级怕狗的人说狗狗很可爱那一定很可爱咯！对吧？
XD Went to Changi Airport with Jin Jing, Wenqi and Annabelle yesterday. ^^ Photos!
People! I will be flying to China tomorrow!~ The plane will be taking off at 15.45. : D So excited. Hmm I was planning to pack 6 sets of clothes for the 6 days there and obviously it didn't work. My mum took 3 sets out from my luggage. =.=" She said she wasn't sure how the weather is like nowadays because my 2 aunts(one from dad's side and the other from mum's side) said 2 different things...
Actually I've typed something here just now but it was lost after I clicked something wrong. AND I'm too lazy to type again... So... MISS ME AND I MISS ALL OF YOU!!! (Except Nerdi that evil spirit, WELL DON'T MENTION THAT NAME!) Dream of me every night! XD HAHA
P.S. This is the last post for this week and next week. Will upload the photos I take in China here when I come back. ^^
P.S.S If you miss me, sing my name with the rhythm of the JJ song. ^^ (J JJ J JJ J... changed to Rong RongRong Rong RongRong...)
In response to Jin Jing's latest post-
Akeelah and the Bee.
Yo Jin Jing! Here's the Dylan Chiu you looking for yea? *Hugs*
P.S I don't like his hairstyle. T.T
Perhaps I will have to emo again. Despite the happiness of flying to China this Sunday. I am not feeling excited. Lols. Mood totally ruined. I have to keep quiet throughout. What else can I do? I can't let tears roll out of my eyes in front of my family thus I have to swallow them like the way I always do.
I finally realised he's not the kind of person I thought he always is. Lols. I believe it's not a matter of time that I can forget his existence. I can forget him NOW. Yes at this moment. The kind of 'like' I HAD for him is over. Now I am starting to feel the hatred streaming in. He sucks. The friendly and KIND way I've always been treating him is not getting any thing in return. Instead I am just wasting my PRECIOUS time on stupid things.
YingNa I am in the same situation as you. This time I will not ask you to cry together with me. :D
All I have to is to get closer with my friends and forget ALL the stupid feeling. I swear I am not going to be so stupid anymore. It's seriously irritating. I am getting angry instead of sad. Lols it's funny. But that's the way I am feeling now and it's killing me. I wish I know who the girl is but it's okay. I don't care much now. I only have to make this word, Nerdi, a restriction, that goes to you too. Don't mention about him anymore. He's disrupting my life.
The hatred is still building up. Ziqing, your senior is totally right. Nerdi is not the kind of person that everybody gets along with.
Can you believe it?! 20 minutes nap lasted me till 12 am in the morning! Lols I AM STILL NOT IN BED DESPITE MY MUM + DAD'S NON-STOP NAGGINGS! My dad usually won't bother as long as I don't disturb him using PHOTOSHOP. ARGH I LOVE PHOTOSHOP XD Well it's totally different for my mum though. T.T She has been nagging since 10.30pm till now.
School these days are fun. No Nerdi, no Mole Far, no Cheesehead, no Dust, no Eagle... NO MORE! Hahaha. Saw Mole Far today. Was thinking to scream his name out loud from a distance away but then I saw Shelton and Peixian which stopped me from doing so. o.O Yingna, Manda, now I feel scared too when I see Pei Xian. Maybe she has the scary look? O.O
Okay okay, I need to go sleep now. I am gonna bang my head on the desk soon. So... BYE! AND MUARKS. XDDDDD
I watched 上错花轿嫁对郎 when I was around 5 years old and now I am re-watching it for the third time. XD It rocks!!! I LOVE IT!!! *ARGH* 鱼鱼 said she watched it before too!!!!!
Two of the main characters in the show. They are my favourite pair... Hehe. *Wide grin*
男主角叫齐天磊（聂远饰）。女主角交李玉湖（黄奕饰）。
Quote of the day
我必须承认。。。我真的好喜欢好喜欢古装戏！
There's some problem with my phone's connection. *Yawns* I am too busy to care about it now. Need to help my friend type her certificates and email it to her school as her laptop was screwed a month ago and she didn't bother. Like the way I treat my phone. Lols.
I really envy her. Same age as me yet she has a whole file of certificates... Hmm. Grade 10 for Chinese Painting, grade 8 for Chinese Calligraphy and grade 6 for piano... Sigh my parents love to talk about her in front of me which make me so useless. =.=
Fine. Parents always praise other people's children in front of their own children and I am already used to it. :D Hmm Jin Jing, Wenqi and Manda went for movie this afternoon. I wished I could go but... I have a bro taking exam tomorrow and it is CHINESE, his 2nd lousiest subject. Since I have finished my EOY exams, my mum decided to ground me at home to teach him. Well, my way of teaching is simple. Just give him some work to do while I read my book. XD
Huang Lao Shi told us that we might be in the same class next year~ HOORAY! I feel very uneasy thinking about being in another class. As you know, we've being together for one year already, it's very hard to adapt to another environment. T.T *Sobs*
I was thinking about buying the Guides' cookies today. WAH! I still didn't buy! Well I can still buy it next year so... (Procrastinate)
Oh yea. I was eating the tasteless bee hoon with the tasteless veggies during recess when I saw someone very familiar. After I took a closer look I realised that person resembles my P1 classmate. Not considered classmate, just we had Chinese lesson together. AAANNNDDD after confirmation by Jin Jing with Meng Yuan, SHE'S REALLY HER! YEA! Si Ying! Man Si Ying!!! I even sms-ed Alicia(my best friend) to confirm! Well... She changed a lot. Really a lot...
Hmm Mr Yeow came for about 2 minutes and left for his NCC activities. Jin Jing's battery was only 50% charged. ^^ Talking about NCC it reminds me of Jian You, thinking of Jian You it reminds me of Nerdi. Jian You, Nerdi? No link eh... =.= I saw Nerdi outside his class from libray today. XD SO PRO RIGHT?! Of course!~ This kind of super scanning eyes are trained. Not achieved by one or two weeks time okay.
Need to do my research and finish typing the certificates in by today. *YAWNS!*
P.S My dad ordered Windows 7 for me last night!!!!!! YAY!!!! DADDY YOU ROCK!!!!
P.S.S The 'daddy' I mentioned above is not the AHS Marcus daddy. =.=
P.S.S.S. Hey Yingna, your Dust's primary school.
Dad has been really busy with his art exhibition this December that he kept forgetting things. :( I reminded him a few times about my Windows 7 Installment CD but he still didn't help me order. Windows 7 was released yesterday, 22 Oct, which I had been expecting since the start of October. Sigh... It's okay, I have until 30th January 2010 to order it online.
Well CCA today was rather enjoyable. ^^ Wenqi was too innocent that she was fooled by the evil me for 2 and a half hour. XD Heh. I took her handphone but passed it to Ivy before CCA start. However, I knew she didn't see the act of me passing handphone to Ivy, so I decided to play with her during CCA since I am seated 2 chairs away from her. : ) Hehe.
You know, we need to set up music stand where we can place the score or our files on it. I always place my handphone there because the conductor won't see. :P Today I pretended I was sending message using Wenqi's handphone while I was actually pressing my file. XD Wenqi was really worried that I can use one phrase to describe her - 热锅上的蚂蚁。（I was thinking 热锅上的苍蝇？o.O）
She kept tickling me during break that I had no choice but to speak the truth. XD Then she scanned through
MY inbox! ARGH. Then I and Annabelle chased her like mad to get back the phone. Was gasping for breath and got
FINE by Hazel
AGAIN for being late...
Then go home, 把KIWI给我的一弦装上我那可怜的琵琶，then practised for about 10 minutes, then fell asleep. =.= I never practised more than 20 minutes of pipa before because I would never fail to fall asleep while hugging it. Pipa string is 1000 times easier to change if it's broken, compared to guzheng. Last year before SYF, we replaced
ALL the strings of our own guzhengs. Spent more than
2 hours just to get them out. Spent another
2 hours to put new strings on. Spent another
2 hours to tune all the guzhengs. (That was done by the guzheng teacher, Jaslyn and me only T.T) To Jaslyn: HEY WE ROCK!
Speaking of Jaslyn... OH I MISS HER! T.T She sat beside me during ALL guzheng + CO performances/rehearsals/practices for almost 2 years already that she is my BEST guzheng mate ever! Before that I sat beside Cen Li right? YUP! Cen Li! Everytime I play wrongly I would turn and look at her. And we would exchange smiles. ^^
Sigh. Thinking of the life with all the 17 girls in 2006 SYF... SIGH. Wen Xin had ulcers in her mouth so she was not allowed to go for competition because that time HFMD was really killing people. Then Janelle had to 临时 become the leader. I remember seeing Wenxin begging Mrs Leong to let her go. And I remember her calling my mum, Hong Ling (so now you know my mum's name. Well my dad's Marcus if you don't know. Marcus TAN), telling her that we must play the song slower than usual.
ARGH! I need tissue!!!! YU JIE!!!
It's really late now. I must control my emotions or my eyes will be swollen when I wake up the next morning. NO. I am not going to leave the house like that.
Quote of the day...
形象第一！头发第一！P.S Sec3s are reading 卫斯理(an author's name)的'头发'. Not reading his hair, it's a name of a book. -.-
Sorry that you have to click for larger version because it will be very blur when I enlarge it. :)
Happened to click onto AHS website but saw this which made me faint.
I forgot to buy 糖糖 today but miracly I didn't fall asleep. Thursday has always been the most boring day. First period already made my battery level go down to 70%(unless thére's something fun happening). Yup it's English. Followed by 2 periods of HomeE. I don't think anyone can fall asleep during HomeE?!
After that it's recess!~ First period after recess, battery level will go up. 90% charged. HAHA. It's Mr Yeow's History lesson! ^^ Then it is.... Malay... Battery level go down to 40%. After that Math. Math okay la. :/ Last period - Science. No more battery.
Thursday is seriously a torturing day. Yup.
Learnt how to sew today during HomeE. It was fun, after all. o.O At first, Ms Lam was introducing sewing stuffs and she was telling us that sewing can help us relief stress. I was a bit bored already so I did a 'poke-hand-with-needle' handsign to Eileen. Who knows Ms Lam saw it. =.=
She looked at me and replied on behalf of Eileen, "Sewing is not about poking your fingers to relief stress." She looked damn cute that time. Hehe. ^^
By the way I feel like typing my EOY Chinese compo here. :D Another emotional compo to share. :D
一个让我牵挂的人
稻谷熟了，红灿灿的一片景色。山清水秀，让人心旷神怡的画面，再一次地映在眼前。望着天空，雪白的云朵，在空中盘旋的大雁。。。。。。
一个人坐在火车厢内，心里有一种说不出的喜悦。我终于有机会出国深造了！我的脸不由自主地流露出那遮掩不了的快乐。
这时，脑海中闪过一个画面。家里的老母亲为我织羊毛衣的情景。我望这着身上穿的这件棕色毛衣，心里牵挂的还是她。。。。。。
记得小时候的我很顽皮。不是从树上掉下来便是掉进河里。母亲很疼我，不论我多淘气，她都不责备我，只是轻声细语地教导我。
母亲很漂亮。一双水汪汪的大眼再配上一个樱桃小嘴。乌黑的卷发上总有一个小夹子，显得她那美丽的秀发。母亲对针线活很在行。我从小到大的衣服都出自她那双巧手。
我上中学时，母亲头上已有几丝白发，脸上也添了不少皱纹。可是在我的心目中，她还是美丽动人。
当时家里穷，没有钱付学费。母亲只好替邻居阿姨洗衣、缝衣来补贴家用。听村子里的人说，母亲为了我，吃尽了苦头。经过我打听后才明白，其实母亲是村长的千金。因为深爱父亲，宁愿不认祖宗也非他不嫁。
可是好景不长。我一岁的时候，父亲再婚了。母亲被他的妻子赶了出来，守着活寡一直到现在。即没脸回娘家，也没地方立足。只好背着还在哇哇大哭的我到处讨饭。还好天无绝人之路，母亲最终找到了安身之处。
凭着母亲耐心的教导与我先天好胜的性格，我终于有机会离开村子，到国外读大学。可是最让我放不下的仍然是我最亲爱的母亲。她为了我，什么都放弃了。要是我再没有出息，那怎么对得起她呢？
我擦去脸上的泪水，用手捂着脸。泪水像水龙头一般地涌了出来。我打开行李箱，取出最近和母亲的合照。我是多么青春有活力，母亲则满脸皱纹，白发苍苍。身穿棕色毛衣的我看起来比平常高贵，母亲只披着破烂的大棉袍，眼神流露出悲伤与依依不舍的表情。
母亲为我经历了风霜与岁月的挫折。而我又能为她做些什么呢？记得上车时她对我说：“婷婷，好好努力！妈妈会照顾自己的。四年很快便会过去。。。妈。。。妈一定等你回家！”
不知是谁放的音乐。唱的是陈洁仪的“天冷就回家”。车厢上一片寂静，只有在空中荡扬的音乐。。。。。。
“天冷你就回来，别在风中徘徊。。。。。。”
I guess my mum won't be happy about this compo because she is a over superstitious person that she doesn't like Jing Wei and me writing something bad using first person pronoun. Hmm... Well I was 左右为难-ing over the topics “一个让我牵挂的人”and “经历是一种财富”. Hmm in the end I still chose the first one because it was better to emo. T.T Yup. Emo. And I just finished one 古代戏 before exam which made me 更想写比较乡下的东西。
说实话，我真的好喜欢很古老而且带一点中国风的东西。看戏喜欢看古装戏。学乐器也学民乐乐器。喜欢看的书居然是催眠书《红楼梦》。（拜托，红楼可是中文文学最高领域的作品，可不能小看哦！）可能是我有点。。。古板吧。哈哈。也不知道为什么。可能收到较多爸爸的基因吧。我娘和弟弟一样，超喜欢西方的东西。我则和老爹一样，喜欢古老的东西。可是，有的时候爸爸妈妈又和我不一样。他俩很喜欢种和养东西。
走廊上都是花，客厅里那一缸的鱼。（鱼鱼！）如果交给我的话。。。第一天可能还好。第二天可能就忘了浇水或喂鱼鱼了。哈哈。我这个人就是抱三分钟热度的人。
这几天都是一放学就回家。在巴士上的时候就会习惯性地打个电话回家问弟弟吃饭了没。结果这几天都是和老爹和老弟一起出去吃午餐的。o.O
好烦啊。明天有CCA! 没关系啦，大组不会死到很惨。好久没碰琵琶了。从考试到现在一直把它靠在墙那里。考试之前有练一下，可是一弦断了，所以就不管了。不过古筝还是有每个周末的时候练一练。好高兴，终于把彝族舞曲背下来了。只是指法上有些问题。四指轮好难学，我的手指每次都 tangle 在一起。
最近迷上了卫斯理。书桌上总共有4本卫斯理书。哈哈。而且两天内已经看完了两本加半本书了。所以你可以想象有多好看。平时就算看红楼梦也没这么快的咯。哈哈。真的好好看！！！
By the way Ms Kor needed us to bring a movie DVD/VCD on Tuesday so we don't need to watch her horrible movies. I am bringing Finding Nemo lols!!! Still so childish. o.O
Okay bye. I need to finish my 半本卫斯理 book! Oh well it's a miracle that I am so 勤劳 reading... =.=
